Sam Story

So I started to write for this BLOG like three times.  It has been difficult for me.  First, I was going to post stories of all the losers I have dated.  I started writing about one idiot, then an azzhole, and then a bit3h before I had to stop. Eventually, I realized how fu3king depressed that makes me. So I decided to make it a happy story. The thing that has made me the most happy this year so far has been hanging out with a guy I will call Sam.

Sam came into my job I met with a mutual friend of ours.  The instant I saw him he intrigued me. I had never seen him before and I had to have him.  My coworkers and I were very close and would share stories all the time.  We had a brief exchange of words but no more than I had with any other customer. The second he left I told my coworkers that the next time I see him he will be in my bed. (hahahahahah Readers, please don’t get me wrong- I do not have one night stands nor do I sleep around but I was very sexually attracted to him) Apparently, he told his friend that he wanted him to put in a good word.  In the end, we had this awkward introduction and we made plans to hang out the next week.

Sam and I hung out very often.  We would stay up all night laughing at nonsense stories. We would stay up all night enjoying each others company.  We would stay up all night slowly getting to know each other. We would stay up all night passionately touching. I spent all my free time with him.  I disappeared from my social life. Sam and I became inseparable.

The arguments that we had were over minor things. Any disagreement didn't last longer than a day.  Sam told me that he doesn’t make mistakes. Initially I laughed it off and I truly didn’t believe that. We are human.  It is natural to make mistakes.  If Sam did something that I didn’t like, all I would have to do is explain to him why I don’t like it and how it makes me feel and it will never happen again.  Sam explained to me that the initial incident isn’t a mistake because it isn’t a known fact that it upsets me. Sam upset me multiple times within the first two weeks we dated.  BUT he has kept his word, he hasn't made the same mistake since, or any others.  It is surreal how perfect he is.

Sam and I are very different.  I am very petite. He has broad shoulders.  Sam likes rock music. I am a reggae fan.  He is a lot older than me and has had many life experiences.  I am young and wide-eyed; I have so many things that I want to experience. I do not have any tattoos. Sam is covered in tattoos. He has piercings on his face. Sam mostly dresses in black. Honestly he looks like a bad ass, but he is the sweetest man I know.

We got in an argument one night, and he deleted a guy’s number out of my phone.  He was upset because this guy would text me throughout the week at 3am or 4am.  The guy knew I had a boyfriend but would contact me anyways.  Sam thought the guy was a piece of shit and didn’t want him texting me so late.  I was furious that Sam went through my phone when we have been drinking and deleted this guy’s number. It hurt my feelings that we argued in front of my cousin. The next day, we went to grab some drinks with my cousin.  Sam came out of his house with beautiful red roses.  I was so impressed. The actual roses didn’t impress me, but the thought and effort behind it impressed me.  I thought to myself- ‘what a noble act of kindness to bring me flowers even after we had both apologized to each other and corrected the problem.’

Somewhere since then, I have fallen so in love with Sam.  We have not been dating for long but he is so considerate of my feelings. He is so caring, gentle and kind. In my eyes, we make a beautiful couple.  It’s like a perfect fit. I love his hands, yes hands. I don’t know what it is about them. They are so big, strong, and rough. But nobody has ever touched me the way he does when we are being intimate. I feel like I have dealt with such idiots prior to him that I am finally catching a break. I deserve to be in a wonderful relationship.  Everyone in my life knows of my horrible past ones.  This one is different.

-In love with Sam