Emotions

I found myself having to breathe out LOUD

So, big I blew out a beautiful cloud filled with emotions, clusters of debris, feelings and the elements that made me, Me.

I watched the snow fall and I thought (wow) how it would feel to free fall each day and land on the check of someone’s face but just like the snow flakes, I’m washed away, I must admit I get confused, because the outside, is so beautiful.

I turn inside and look in my door, there's a storm inside that I'm not dressed for, tear filled eyes and the silent cries deep prayers and long sighs, it hurts to think of even saying bye....

But when I don’t speak I’m being difficult and when I do I’m talking crazy

Is it my fault we're different? And you keep trying to understand  I'm playing the role of a woman...your role is as the man

Yet you decide and revise, switching my truth to lies, I prefer to go in hide.....inside myself cause there is no one earth who knows what I mean.....my God your all I need, have mercy on me please.