And what makes it all worse is when he and I first started dating I was a virgin and I made the decision for him to be my first.
After that happened everything just went down hill even farther.
I had lost sight of myself and forgot about my happiness and what was important. I would make time for him and he would just brush me off like I didn't matter almost as if I didn't exist. Let me tell you that is the worse feeling in the world. I gave my all to someone who was not giving their all to me. He would make dates with me and then stand me up with not even a phone call. Because of him I wanted to give up on love and remove myself from the dating game. Three years I gave this man and he gave me his ASS to kiss. But THANK GOD for sending my boyfriend that I have now because he is not only my lover but my best friend. He has shown me so much love and I couldn't be happier.
And remember I thought my ex was my first well come to find out he did NOTHING that my boyfriend is doing now. My boyfriend is my first and I am so GLAD about that!!!!
Do not ever give up on love because the one who is meant for you is still out there waiting on you!!!!

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