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Sunday, April 17, 2011

Changed 4 months IN! -- Stay AWAY from this type of man... wait for the BEST!

It started out all good and anyone would have thought that it would have lasted forever, but I was sadly mistaken. As with any relationship it was all good in the beginning and he was there when I wanted him to be but that all quickly changed about 4 months into the relationship. Really, I mean he would call, text, come by the house, take me out and do just about anything I wanted. This man had me fooled and blinded so well that I found myself making excuses as to why he wasn't around and then blamed myself for wanting to be with him so much. 


And what makes it all worse is when he and I first started dating I was a virgin and I made the decision for him to be my first. 

After that happened everything just went down hill even farther. 


I had lost sight of myself and forgot about my happiness and what was important. I would make time for him and he would just brush me off like I didn't matter almost as if I didn't exist. Let me tell you that is the worse feeling in the world. I gave my all to someone who was not giving their all to me. He would make dates with me and then stand me up with not even a phone call. Because of him I wanted to give up on love and remove myself from the dating game. Three years I gave this man and he gave me his ASS to kiss. But THANK GOD for sending my boyfriend that I have now because he is not only my lover but my best friend. He has shown me so much love and I couldn't be happier.


 And remember I thought my ex was my first well come to find out he did NOTHING that my boyfriend is doing now.  My boyfriend is my first and I am so GLAD about that!!!! 


Do not ever give up on love because the one who is meant for you is still out there waiting on you!!!!

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