Eye For An Eye

He told me…

I was the perfect woman for/to him, but....HE CHEATED on me!

I washed his clothes, I cooked his dinner and I was the supplier for his habit. I let him live in my house because he had nowhere else to go and when this nigga stopped going to school and wasn’t trying to get a job, I was the 

stupid one that held him down...

Sad just sad & men wonder why we are so damn bitter (Well, I can't speak for you) but I'm bitter. I’m bitter because he said he loved me but thought it was okay to get his .… sucked by the neighbor inside of my house, where I pay the bills, in my bed, that I made that morning, before I left to go to work.

Did I forget to add…? I was 8 months pregnant with HIS child.

After I cried all damn day, I asked him was it really worth it and of course he wished he didn't do it. I shook my head and told him: I forgive you because I love you....

5 months later I broke it down nicely to him ...I'm sorry but I've been f..king your friend, “the neighbor”, remember those late nights I was "craving" McDonalds? I was smashing him in your car, Oh yea and remember that night you kissed me goodnight?

Him and I had just got done performing the longest 69 ever. Now, after all of this, what I needed him to do was to stop crying because this was the most important part. I put my head down in shame and asked did he forgive me.

He paused and said YES!

And I replied in disbelief good, because I need you to pack your sh!t and leave!

-bitter